What I call ‘the desertʼ

Why everybody considers the place where their minds halts the comprehension the discovery of truth, I didnʼt get that.
And this pushes me forward. And this forward – determined between a disconsolate necessity to proceed and the intolerance for the solitude that forms around me – I call it ‘the desertʼ.
During my life only few times it was filled by the presence of attentive, or at least less distracted girls. Until when you stopped the though and I still have to become familiar again with this way of watching you arrive everyday…